Analogy of the week

Here's an analogy of how my week has gone. It's basically like opening new tabs on an web browser. They keep opening new tabs as new things pop up during the day. But once the task is complete, the tab doesnt get closed. So at he end of the day, I have hundreds of tabs opened and my brain is processing them as though they havent been completed. Which is why it's been so hard for me to get to sleep. But in the morning, the tabs are all closed but they start to reopen the minute I open my eyes. 

Consistency

Apparently its something I don't do with my Journaling lol. Its been a crazy, wild, but fun summer. I wont even bother to go through everything that's happened. But its been very exciting with lots of adventures.

This week, my partner and I have been trying to find better ways to communicate around how we express if we are physically interested in another partner. We had an incident where I lost my cool after an overnight event she shared with someone else. I felt blindsided and over the course of the week, realized she was digging this guy wayyy more than she'd let on.

We are good now. I dont think she realized it bothered me as much as it did. But I'm happy we have had the hard discussions to talk about what we need from the other. 

I'm hoping to be more consistent posting these entries. Here's to consistency ✌🏾